Friendship Part III

It's the freaky day! Where I hear children laugh and teenagers gossip. An important message I want to deliver to you is that friends are not TOYS and friends is a place for you to share your stories. I have some legend to tell you! Here it goes

  When I was in primary school, I was the girl who always had books all over me. Trust me, I look awful! I was a person who had a very less friend after some tragedy I just did in primary 5. When I was the only person who had no trust on everyone, I had a special friend who always be there for me quiet a long time even the situation ups and downs.

   Her name was Prisca Sandu. One of my ibans friend who live at Pujut 5 here. She was a very cheerful and a crazy one who always lost her marble every second. Thou, she makes me smile everyday even laugh. She understands me quiet a lot and always be my back up partner. She never backstab me or anything else thou. I can sure that she is a true friend. We laugh, we sing and we dance all day!

    Nowaday, it's very hard to find a special friend like her. A friend that you can trust, you can hare your stories or secret. But now, friends like that are not exist anymore because of people has no respect on each other. Thou, they are friends but respect has slip away and the dignity are gone.

     Some people thinks their perfect and cool for everything but for me, no one is perfect! Almost 75% of the teenagers mostly girls love to turn themselves to the mirror. They spent almost half an hour to face the mirror and they always adore their look. The riddle sort of Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the beautiful woman in this world?-me. Sound familiar?

       So, here's a thing for the backstabbers out there. No matter where you are, what you did to people will come back to you again. You will feel the emptiness around you when all of your  friend walk out from your life and make you feel that you are nothing. When a real person who's friendly enough, they should watch their mouth before they say something. They just care so much about people feeling and don't want to see them get hurt. Even you find yourself perfect, you will stood there and see everything that belongs to you will never be perfect anymore. A perfect riddle for a bacstabbers, when you own everything, you might lose anything.

P/S: say sorry before it's too late. You will faced the big consequence when you are dealing with truth. trust me, lie some more won't help. You only make it more worst ;)

Friendship Part II

Life's are like roses with it's torn. Every life is equal into all types of feelings and some involve with all types of problems we're facing. Some feeling are involving with what you did in your everyday life. If you know, how to work with your life.. Then continue your life and never give up to defeat your disability.

    Lots of relationship are happen among friends. Conflicts happen when trust has break the chain. Trust mean you have your full trust on someone or having a trust on someone. When a person trust you a lot, they will believes you 100% but now teenagers love to lie a lot on every problem or stories they share together.

     However, million of friendship has break into pieces and some has lost their friends.                 It happen when a person lie or backstabbed one another. Yet, conflict happen when dilema involve in the relationship. For example, a friend is interested in a boy which happen to be the other friend likes him too. When one of it happens to be own by that boy, the other one happen to be jealous and make the relationship drag so far until they didn't spoken since.

      In addition, friendship is not only about a normal relationship. It's about a friend who are willing to  her sacrifice on every problems you have. A true friends love to help each other, dare to hear your problems and lend her shoulder for you to cry on. She will stick with you in any situation. Not to mention, she will always be there for you.  She will also be one of your childhood memories until you die. Even you have husband or kids, she will always be your friends. The important things that you have to know is she loves you for who you are and accept you for who you are.

      A friend that leaves you when you're in trouble is not one of a true friend. She only finds you when she need your help. A friend that count your money in your pocket are not your true friend. A friend that is using you for they own deeds is not a true friend. You have to be understand which is true and which is not.

      In this case, choosing a right friend is a good idea to have a lovely childhood when you are younger.

P/S: every detail is based on a true story ;)

    

People's mistake

  Mistake happen all the time but some of people likes to find people's mistake and a big deal about it. Sometimes, they think it was cool for them to that such thing without notice their own fear in life. For some example, people likes to talk around your back but you notice it so much clearer. They don't know about themselves.

  Either how, they know about people's live but they don't know how does people feel. In a million of phrase, they want to be seen so badly. They want people to bow down on every words they said. For me, it's not that cool to do that such thing. I know people like this do exist on Earth. But does God ask us to do this such thing? Does God ask us to lie about people's life and make a whole scene about it? No! People like this should realize how words can hurt people feelings even it's just word. Little words gives big scars on people heart. Not that mean I'm too perfect an everything. I admit I did talk like them but not all time. Truth, I never bother about people life unless if he or she a part of my life, then I go and talk but not behind their back. Know yourself much better first then you know people's life.

  Thus, I've heard a million of stories about people life through rumors of course. I never seem to care to know about it. Sometimes, I don't believe in rumors cause rumors are lies. Lies? What can I say? People lie to cover the whole truth. Some lie are good but some are not. Example of a good lie is called whites lies. But lots of lie I heard from people's mouth are bad lies. Bad lies are too fit in to peoples life and pretend. But sometimes, lying is a big risk. When your lies crumble down and the truth was exposed, you will feel very ashamed. You also don't know how to hide your faces.

  The reason I wrote this is because I want the whole world to know that mistake happen all the times. People like us should involve actively in the mother nature not in people's life. It's very personal when it comes to people's life style. Before I go, I want to tell you this.  You must not laugh when people makes mistake. If people laugh on your mistake, will you feel ashamed towards yourself? Of course. I know you will be giving a blush on your cheek. People has a sense of humor and people has a feeling to hurt. When you know it's your turn to get what you did to people, you will realize that it's your mistake to make people feel that way. In a phrase, What comes around, goes back around.

Friendship

Friendship? what else could go wrong...

  I've seen million of action that has happen between friends and friends. Trust me, everyone been in that world.

  I've got a FRIEND here who used to be my best friend. I would have probably think twice before choosing her thou but now I have seen her true color. She look quite understanding but deeply inside, she's not. Every dark side of me, I told her but she end up running from me and telling how horrible I'm. In yet, I'm a patient person with her attitude. She even had this look in her eyes when she look at me but all I do is smile.

 She's trying to expose me with her words all to her friends. Every single steps I take, she take a good look at it. I admit, I wasn't ready to be one of her best friend when she ask me to be hers. But I can't really tell why she pick me. Maybe because she just want to use me on something so she can have everything. Every time I catch a glimpse on her, she tried to give me this look. Even she do those mean things to me, doesn't mean that I'm going to be like her. 

  I was just trying to be her friend and yes, I was a fool to believe she is one but now I realize. She wasn't there for me when I'm in trouble. Never mind thou! I forgive her mistake. Now, I've to put my full trust on myself and never let myself down. Cause I know, friends come and go whenever they wants too. Even if we ask them to stay, they will choose to leave because they want to be with their destiny.

  The moral value here is we have to pick the correct person to be your friend. Who always support your back, hates to see you sad and always accept you for who you are. True friend are willing to hear all of your stories no matter what.   

 Written by,

CHELSEA BULAN

Month of April .

Where should I start first? let me see, oh ya! firstly, I got everything I wanted all this time but my belief is when you've got everything, soon your gonna lose something in future. But then don't mind thou, cause I'm not the one who invent my destiny. I just let it be what it suppose to be. The second comes in mind is that, there's this allure guy. His the same class with me. He sits at the second row start from the left and sit in th third table on the left. His quite annoying but even his annoying, he got this thing to himself until I can't kept my eyes of him. When he look at me, I got this butterfly in me. If he read this, I'm sure he got a cheek blush but that's okay. I'm very looking forward to see him smile all the time. Without him, I won't be able to be so diligent to go to school. Third of all, everyone knows we are the last candidates that took PMR exam right? so, here's a thing. PMR is coming this October if I'm not mistaken. I'm dreaming to be in one of the science class. and because of that, I have to study hard in science and maths to be in one of those class. At least 2 or 3 A's then I can enter those class. Well, I'm very nervous with those exam or exam coming this May. will be doing a lot of practice and exercise like in primary. Going to be stressful this year, but kindly to say I can do it! go Chelsea!

I say I raise my white flag, I lose in this battlefield..I'm sorry.

Since this 1 whole week, I put this one big fake smile just because I have a huge fight with my dad. what the >< did I just do until he get pissed all the sudden? I even sleep in the living room because he lock my room. I only eat in the afternoon for sake. If I was leaving the house, swear he will be more than a hungry ghost. I mean, what did I do wrong? He even told me he don't want to sent me to school starting today. So, what can I say? Ready for the letters. Might not going to school this form 3. I try to play a song outside the corridor and still nothing happen. I even wrote a million text message to him that sounds like this;

dear dad,

I'm sorry if I have make whatever it is mistake that made you mad at me and turn your back on me. I'm raising my flag saying I surrender to you. somehow, I notice that you don't really want to talk to me since Tuesday last week. Whatever it is, I'm sorry.

chelsea

For sake, now his telling me that his not going to send me to school. Fine, be that way. I'm going to sulk all day. Not gonna talk just sing and dance to make me feel okay.

end X(

" I love you "

Kawan memang kawan tapi apa berlaku bila kawan suka kawan lah ! mesti orang itu bernasib kan ? sebab dia tahu kekurangan dan kelebihan seseorang itu . Seperti cerita cinta saya . Tak semua orang dapat grek macam itu kan ? Dahlah dia lelaki melayu pertama saya cinta . Apatah yang lain lain itu .. Kalau diceritakan semuanya , memang habis satu page ni . Tapi tak nak lah cerita semua , saya tahu orang yang terasa nanti pasti senyum seorang . Confirm punya . Tak perlu nak agak agak . Tapikan , yang pelik dia ... Inilah kali pertama saya hirau sebarang halangan . Dulu , susah payah nak layan halangan itu sampaikan gaduh ini itu . Tapi ini berbeza . Yalah , jarang dapat lelaki seperti ini . One in a million ! Tak pun , one and only . Ngee . Terus terang lah , saya memang bermimpi nak ada lelaki seperti dia ini . Semuanya seperti ciri ciri saya . Yabest ! torang ada ? xda ! HAHAHA .

CHELSEA BULAN