" I love you "

Kawan memang kawan tapi apa berlaku bila kawan suka kawan lah ! mesti orang itu bernasib kan ? sebab dia tahu kekurangan dan kelebihan seseorang itu . Seperti cerita cinta saya . Tak semua orang dapat grek macam itu kan ? Dahlah dia lelaki melayu pertama saya cinta . Apatah yang lain lain itu .. Kalau diceritakan semuanya , memang habis satu page ni . Tapi tak nak lah cerita semua , saya tahu orang yang terasa nanti pasti senyum seorang . Confirm punya . Tak perlu nak agak agak . Tapikan , yang pelik dia ... Inilah kali pertama saya hirau sebarang halangan . Dulu , susah payah nak layan halangan itu sampaikan gaduh ini itu . Tapi ini berbeza . Yalah , jarang dapat lelaki seperti ini . One in a million ! Tak pun , one and only . Ngee . Terus terang lah , saya memang bermimpi nak ada lelaki seperti dia ini . Semuanya seperti ciri ciri saya . Yabest ! torang ada ? xda ! HAHAHA .

CHELSEA BULAN

Simply in love with you

Dear readers,

       I got a stories to tell you guys. Lately, I have fallen for my own friend last month. Before I got so close with him, he was a very special friend to me. He really accompanied me when I was not in a mood or need someone to talk with. He usually makes me smile and laugh. It's like half of the month since 2011, we were so close. In fact, I did like him. I admit. Yes, I did but I was with someone else. When he told me that he wanted to be single starting next year, I was surprised. He finally make those decision. We talk a lot in the phone, class? not really, kinda? maybe. as the days came by, I have this huge feelings towards him. I don't know why but why would I spend my whole life wishing for someone to come but in yet, they are right in front of you. So, here the sense when it comes to jealousy. On January, He did have a partner and so do I. Saturday morning, he came with a smile on his face to school. I swear, I was really sure of those feeling. When I was doing the painting, he came and play around. well, I was very happy back then. Instead of playing around, I wish he was with me. Other than that, I went to the toilet to wash the painting on my hands. When I got back, I saw him across the pathway. seeing him holding his phones. Okay! this is where the weird feelings come. I walk to him and disturb him while he was on the phone. Seriously, I was fucking jealous! I can't dare to take those risk to see. Even, when I was sweeping our class.. I keep on looking at him. Now, that's unacceptable how I got jealous. I mean, why would I right? He was just a friend to me not more than that. After all the works and job has settle, we went outside to hang out. I was the only one who alone there. He came to me and ask me what's wrong? In fact, I know it's normal thing to do. asking what's wrong? how are you? but with his look and my feeling, when it connect.. Dude, I can see the sparkles. Then, I know I like him. I mean like like like him. It's like faking myself, trying to lie saying I'm not in love. But deed yes, I'm! maybe it's impossible for me to be with him. Maybe not. Let's just make it simple, it's just complicated.

Sincerely,
CHELSEA BULAN 

Got you right where I want you .

Maybe I think your cute and funny . Maybe I think I'm in love with you . How if I told you that I like you ? How if I told you that I just want you right where you standing your feet on the ground . hey ! You and me were always there for each other , wind or sunny .. we were always there , no matter what . but all this sudden , I have this feeling for you . You make me wanna said it with every words you spoke . You told me you love me . as well as I get what you said , Now I realize I wasn't the only one who felt that way . I like it how you wave to me with does smile . How I saw your face every morning . such a tragedies , how I fall for you . It's a whole sum of me . I wasn't feeling quite like myself . something inside me was sitting on the shelf but when you come .. My sorrow , you blew it away and buried it deep inside . Something about you , I would like just dig in again and look through it . Maybe , I love you ;D

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